Tired, spent, burnt out…
Yesterday was not a good day.
Event #1 : not good outcome
Event #2 : left me with a very guilty feeling
Event #3 : getting stuck in traffic plus getting lost and paying toll just to get myself out of goodness-knows-where was not very fun
Event #4 : was probably the best among all events — free hotel food complete with performances. Unfortunately, I was totally out of place due to wrong dress code… but this couldn’t be helped.
Event #5 : all the above resulted in me being totally zonked out by the time #4 was over (I left early, didn’t stay till the end). But still went out to salsa… though the mind wasn’t with the body. Dozed off when I was sitting outside, taking a break coz it was like a sauna in the club. Woke up with a start and realized that was not a wise thing to do… especially in a public area with strangers walking all around.
The night ended on a bad note… sigh…
Am still a bit out of it now…
The next few weeks will be some of the most difficult weeks in my life, I’m anticipating… a time for self-reflection, realization, and discovery. And hopefully I’ll make the correct decision.
o_O
I shall let my family and friends tell you about me. These comments may be rather old but I think the gist of them still hold 
