Feeling Down
I thought I’d feel better after seeing her but I don’t.
In fact, I feel worse.
How can you do that to her?
She doesn’t have a say in her life. Her life was in your hands the moment you took her in.
You abandoned her!
Had a physically sick feeling in my stomach when I was sitting there, willing her not to panic, willing her to be less vocal. Trying to figure out what I could do to help her.
But I can’t blame her. Tossed out of a home to fend for herself.
Nobody will understand the turmoil I’m feeling right now. Nor can I fully describe it. Too drama? Perhaps. But the feeling of being responsible for another creature but being unable to fulfill that responsibility is the most depressing feeling ever.
She may be JUST a cat to some, but to me, she’s another unfortunate creature whose only crime was (is) to be a stray.
Just posted her profile on petfinder.my. Hope I’ll get some good leads.
Maybe one of these people can take her in for a while?
http://www.petfinder.my/fostererlistings.htm
Thanks, babe. Will check it out.